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Why does this sound like me?

06.02.12 /22:52/♥ 873

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I know what it’s like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can’t. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.

06.02.12 /21:06/♥ 458

Tears are far more beautiful than anything that you have with you, because tears come from the overflow of your being. Tears are not necessarily of sadness; sometimes they come out of great joy and sometimes they come out of great peace and sometimes they come out of ecstasy and love. In fact they have nothing to do with sadness or happiness. Anything that stirs your heart too much, anything that takes possession of you, anything that is too much, that you cannot contain and it starts overflowing - that brings tears.

Accept them with great joy, relish them, nourish them, welcome them, and through tears you will know how to pray.

Through tears you will know how to see. Tear-filled eyes are capable of seeing truth. Tear-filled eyes are capable of seeing the beauty of life and the benediction of it.

~ Osho (via uv-ray)

06.02.12 /21:02/♥ 428

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This is why I don’t date or why I always push guys away when they try to get close to me? I always act cold and distant and as if I don’t care about things but inside I grow more and more attached, so even when things end and I’m sitting there acting like I could care less- inside I am hurting. I’m hurting so bad right now. The feeling in the pit of my stomach is something I can’t even explain.

I want to throw up.

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